There is a girl I used to know. She had a guy. Back in the day everytime I talked to her I felt awful. You see, she suffered all the time. Their love was a thing that no one could understand. Both of them try really hard but every single time something was ripping them apart. I used to think that I wanted that. I mean, all the meaning, the purpose of life. It doesn't matter the pain. Some people says that's the only way to feel.
There is a boy I used to know. He had a gal. Back in the day everytime I talked to him I felt awesome. You see, he had everything everyone of us always want. She was really beautiful and smart. Their relationship was heaven for them. No matter what, they always found the way to be together. I used to think that I also wanted that. I mean, all the happiness. It felt just right, like they were meant to be in that place at that time. Some people says that only happen once in a lifetime, maybe twice.
The girl and the boy they don't knew each other until last month. I had a party at my flat. Both of them arrived alone, single. For both their respective partners was life. But now, they're just a memory of the past. Not a good one, not even a bad one. Just the past.
I talked with her first. She says "Armand was a good man, but the time wasn't right. I loved him to death. He was everything in my mind. But we both made mistakes and now he is with a blonde in some beach of the Mexican coast. And I know that I want to love, but right now I just hate men". And then she told me she was dating a guy, he was nuts for her but she didn't care. She thinks he is not the right one.
Then I talked to him. He was suddenly interrupted by the tone of his mobile. "I love you too, you know I do." I asked him whatever happened to Darla. He answered that the love just vanished. After all those years, they just don't wanted to keep going. He didn't talk to her for 3 long years. He used to give everything for her and now he doesn't want to listen to her voice. And all of that due to boredom. "Natalya is a good girl. I love her very much. I think this one is the ONE. You know what I mean?" Then she called him again. "Love ya" was his last line.
Then they knew each other, and the very same night they fuck their brains out. Both broke up with their respective partners at the time. That wasn't even sad. They screamed, they cried, Armand and Natalya found out that they were cheating, so they screamed and cried also. They both moved on with their lives. That happend a month ago and started to date again. Not to each other I have to say. They want the love of their lives.
Life is not about love. But love is about life.
